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I Have Been Single For 13 Years

I Have Been Single For 13 Years

Those people searching and hoping for a life partner seem so damn dependent and pathetic to me.

PTSD Hurts My Chances At Love

PTSD Hurts My Chances At Love

I have been through some trying times with men. I was raised by a man who would consistently belittle me and then my first real relationship out of highschool was with a mirror image of the man who raised me. So it took me some time to really understand that their words do not define […]

I Am Not A Victim

I Am Not A Victim

I guess it’s time to write about my Baby Daddy, but really I don’t want to. If it were a few years ago I could have written an entire book about all that has happened and how much it hurt me and how horribly he treated me and how much I struggled to love myself […]

A Regular Joe

A Regular Joe

His name was Joe. I met him when I was 12 at Yolanda Smith’s 13th birthday party. He was sitting in a chair in the corner and I sat down next to him. He looked over at me and said, “Aren’t you that girl on TV with the squeaky voice?” I laughed. Yes, I was […]

Maybe 3 Is Better

Maybe 3 Is Better

So last night I went to hang out with a couple I met. He was very fine, very smart and really sweet. She was very fine, very smart and such a caretaker. I enjoyed myself all night long. No, we didn’t do anything sexual but it got me to thinking that maybe I want to […]

What Would Love Be Like Without Sex?

What Would Love Be Like Without Sex?

When we’re kids in elementary school, all we want to know is, “Will someone like me?” That precious love, uninhibited by status or money is what I’d like to think is REAL love. When we become teens, it’s more about status and who has a car. Then once we discover the bliss of sex, it’s […]

He Taught Me How To Chat

He Taught Me How To Chat

His name was Michael. I met him when I was a senior in high school. My best friend and I went to a concert one day and as we sweated outside with the crowd a man smiled at me and came over to dance. I danced with him. He was cute. Dark skinned, nice smile […]

Does Sex Equal Love?

Does Sex Equal Love?

As far as sex goes, I’ve had my fair share. Most of the experiences are just as forgettable as the men they were with and I learned something very important about sex: it means nothing. Having sex with someone was never an expression of love to me. It was just an activity like playing cards. […]

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