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What Would Love Be Like Without Sex?

What Would Love Be Like Without Sex?

When we’re kids in elementary school, all we want to know is, “Will someone like me?” That precious love, uninhibited by status or money is what I’d like to think is REAL love. When we become teens, it’s more about status and who has a car. Then once we discover the bliss of sex, it’s […]

He Taught Me How To Chat

He Taught Me How To Chat

His name was Michael. I met him when I was a senior in high school. My best friend and I went to a concert one day and as we sweated outside with the crowd a man smiled at me and came over to dance. I danced with him. He was cute. Dark skinned, nice smile […]

Does Sex Equal Love?

Does Sex Equal Love?

As far as sex goes, I’ve had my fair share. Most of the experiences are just as forgettable as the men they were with and I learned something very important about sex: it means nothing. Having sex with someone was never an expression of love to me. It was just an activity like playing cards. […]

My First Big “O”

My First Big “O”

This one time at band camp…LOL Just playin. No but for real. I’ll never forget the first time I had an orgasm, once I knew what an orgasm was. It was my senior year of highschool and I had just lost my virginity months before. My boyfriend broke up with me 2 weeks later and […]

I Can Be A Perfect Bitch

Sometimes, I get a thrill out of being a bitch to men. It’s only when I don’t really like the guy and guess what- they LOVE IT! I know why men love bitches. I made a video about it. The truth is some men need NEED a bitch in their life, to train them. I […]

I Was That Pathetic Chick

I Was That Pathetic Chick

I used to be PATHETIC! Ugh! So serious! If you had known me you wouldn’t have respected me. The root of my pathetic-ness came from my secret passive personality. I appear to be very dominant. I am. I have to be because I trust no one to lead me. But secretly I want to meet […]

I Say NO To Love

I Say NO To Love

It’s very rare that I actually try to make anyone stay in my life. These days I am so adept at pushing people away its almost like an instinct. I do this for 4 reasons: 1) I don’t think anyone will ever understand me or appreciate me. 2) I am not interested in repeating the […]

I Know What Love Is

I Know What Love Is

OMG! I live by the train tracks and that noise still annoys me. I am so excited about moving away from here and from train tracks. I’ll never have to live in a cheap place by the tracks again! Today I was sitting here analyzing life as usual. I came into a reflective place of […]

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